Oh Well, Oh Well

It's not the first time but this one really carved it in. 
Tell your new friends that they don't know you like I do.
It's over. I wanna see you again. I wanna feel it again.

Lunar eclipse ^^

yeah,

beautiful. isn't she? ^^

she got me breathless the other night..

beautiful..

just, beautiful.. ^^

lost for words to say..

my heart beating fast..

this was our first.. ^^

and surely not the last.. :)

the moon will never be the same again.. :3

not for you..

not for me..

not for us.. :3

i love you, my queen..

our very first lunar eclipse(december 10, 2011)

Greed

Greed(can consume)

^^

I grew up in the 90s.

We are the last generation who learned to play in the street, we are the first one who've played video games, and we're the last ones to record songs off the radio on cassettes and we are the pioneers of Walkman and chat-rooms.

We learned how to program the VCR before anyone else, play with Atari, Super Nintendo, & Genesis. We also believed that the internet would... be a f...ree world.

We are the generation of the Thunder Cats, Power Rangers, Ninja Turtles, Transformers, and Doogie Howser MD. Traveled in cars without seat belts or airbags, lived without mobile phones.

We didn't have +99 television stations, flat screens, surround sound, mp3, iPods, Facebook or Twitter but nevertheless we had a GREAT TIME!

Look at? xD

Club Music

i absolutely hate..
there's no point in listening to freaking Club music..
the freak..
awful inventions..
music suddenly changed from passion to drugs, killing and sex..
a disgrace..

Missing

How i miss your feel on my hands..
As i touch and just spend night till morning with you..
How i wish i could touch you once more..
We had so many nights together..
Not just nights..
I remember times where i would just start off my day with you and not notice time, finding the night sky above us already..
How i wish i could grab the time we shared from the past and pull it to the present..
My heart racing..
My fingers trembling.
I cant get my eyes off of you..
The way you move is just the topic i would gladly spend hours to learn..
How you run..
How you tick..
I guess, the best thing i loved about you was how you obeyed me..
Every command..
You did everything to please me..
And indeed, i loved it..
All your moves..
All your actions..
How could i not miss?
The feel of being in control..
If i would change, you would change with me..
If i would move left, you would move with me..
Perfect sync..
Those nights i truly miss..
But for now, i cant be with you..
For now..
But in due time, i'd get to hold you again..
I'd get to feel you on my fingertips..
Feel you click..
Feel you move..
Soon my love..
Soon..
Computer programming..

ROFLMAO

Transitions

The world has changed since i've last seen it..
I'm not even there yet but i already feel the difference..
It's like i'll go on culture shock when i'm done with this..
The feel is just so different..
I feel left out..
I'm sorry..
I know i shouldn't entertain these emotions..
I don't know..
There's just so much i wanna do..
So much i wanna experience..
Someone i'm longing to be with..
So much.. just so much..
But behind this longing..
I wear a white shirt and a tie..
A smile on my face..
And a book i know to be true..
Longing..
I am..
Indeed..
Then i look around..
Arms around me..
A little queen sitting on my lap..
Lying on my chest..
Lips on my chin..
I remember..
You're here..
I don't need no nothing else..
You're here..

Makati

From the province to the city..
At first fear overcame me..
Questions came to my mind..
Puzzled with emotions..
Confused..
Lost..

Then night fell..
The lights were lit..

I saw her beauty..
Indeed.. without a doubt..
Once lost now found..
I'm inlove with the city..

makati city lights

Three, Two, One, Abort

The countdown is ticking..
The explosion about to occur..
Then a sudden change of events..
A burst of laughter..
Crabs?
Laughing hearts out..
Abort..
Abort..

Capture

The Aftermath

After explosions occur, nothing but a calm deafening silence fills the air..

Quoting Myself

its just really proving them wrong.. i mean.. that's all to it.. ^^ people do give us negative impressions at first, which is totally normal, the real thing to work on is how to change that impression.. ^^ just do your best with him, and dont do anything stupid.. haha.. you know what i mean.. stupid things bring stupid results.. believe me.. i've been there.. ^^ hahaha..

Perspective Check

My thoughts have been doing a lot of pondering and mediation..
And yeah.. Perspective.. One thing we all differ.. My point of view versus of yours, versus hers..
How the simplest things can be processed by others in such a different way..
Its just so interesting to see how things change so much because of ones perspective to it..
How countries wage wars and brothers fight to the death because of different perspectives, different view points..
And now to ask, which is the right view point? How to know the right view from the not? Does a right view point actually exist? Or are view points just figments of our mind?
Perspective check.

I Need To Change

When saying Stop and unheard..
When resistance to the wanting is just impossible..
When just giving up and going with the flow..
The end result?
An Explosion!

I Don't Mind

I want to wrap around you like a necklace
But I can’t, so you got me moving reckless
To you I’d rather give more and take less
Cause you make me want to conquer every conquest
I’m trying to tell you that I love you from the longest
I’m trying to tell you that my loving is the strongest
I’m trying to tell you that...
Sweet dreams are made of me
And who are you to disagree?

Miracle Worker

Perfect

Realized the reason behind God's grand scheme of our togetherness..
It all made sense that one night, our phone conversation..
We had a ton of conversations with such a wide range of topics we tackled.
But on my opinion this conversation we had was the best..
When we finally figured out why we were together.
The reasons behind the intimacy and the feelings of warmth..
The reason why our supreme being drew us together..

Filling up the cracks..

We both needed something the other was really good at..
Wanting, needing, that one thing that would complete us..

You we're always on your gloomy streaks back then,
and i guess you really needed someone to cheer you up.
Someone who could paint "yellows on your blues"..
someone who could take care of you and make you feel the best at all times.
I'm not saying i'm doing a perfect job with it..
But i think i can satisfy the demands.

And You to me?
You know my problem with self control..
You know how i could just go off with emotions..
And things like this.. could be abused..
Things like this.. could be mistreated.. abused..
And He intrusted me to you..
he knew you could tame me..
he knew what i lacked..
he knew that you could fill me up..

Filling up the cracks..

Perfect you may say?
Well.. you see.. its more than that..
Its more than perfect..
More than the best..

The question now to pose is..
How do you describe the perfection of something beyond perfect?
I guess Webster never considered it was possible..
I guess no one ever thought it was possible..

Well, that's what we do..
We disprove theories..
We bend facts..
We rewrite history..

Again.. How describe the perfection of something beyond perfect?
It's simple really..
One word..
Two letters..
US!

Sing For Me

say tomorrow,

i can follow you there..

just close your eyes..

and sing for me.. 

Changes

Things have happened.
A lot of things happened, changes..
I guess it really is inevitable..
The statement that has been posed for centuries, the only constant thing in this world is change.
Which is true. changes happen, good changes, bad changes.. changes.. it's inevitable.
As much as we want to make things stay they way they are, they change.
Well in the world of constant change, how do we make this, what we have, survive?
Well, let me tell you now, consistency is really impossible for anything..
Another statement.. the only people that are consistent are dead people.
So to pose the question, what do we do.. to make this survive?
If things are bound to change..
Well.. we can't really do anything about..
Except to change for the best..
To turn sweet to sweeter to sweetest..
We can't stay consistent with what we feel..
And my queen, i'm not aiming for consistency either..
I'm aiming for growth..
I'm aiming for accelerated growth..
This, what we have..
Won't stay consistent..
It'll keep increasing my queen.. ^^

Awesome

We are naming our kid AWESOME..
Questions? xD hahaha

Distance

I'm scared of you..
Please take the distance away..
You're not welcome here..
Go away distance..

The right thing to do

Things must be this way..
Honestly..
This really is how things are supposed to be..
But yeah..
I have to..
We have to..
I don't think we have a choice..
Forced to..
Well..
Not really forced to..
Rather.. greatly influenced to do the right thing..
The right thing..
It may sound so absurd..
The right thing..
It may sound so big..
so broad..
so general..
What is the right thing then..
We know what the right thing is..
We know what we need to do..
And yes..
I'm willing to do it..
Are you willing to?
It may not be the easiest road to take..
But i guess i can promise that it would be the most promising one..
No letting go okay?
No matter the distance..
No matter the silence..
No matter what fate may throw at us..
No letting go..
Please..
My plea to you..
No letting go..

The right thing to do..
What is it you may ask?
Well..
I guess you already know what i'm pointing to..
You know clearly what this heart wants..
What the whole universe conspires..

Togetherness..

We are bound to be together..
And this really is the right thing to do..
What fate has decided..
Yes..
Togetherness..
You and me..
My queen..

Togetherness..

Perfect

*nuff said.. ^^

City Lights

There's just something in your soft blurry glimmer that takes me breathless..
There's just something in you that makes me warm.
The feel of being lost in the blurr but not really minding.
I wish i had a better camera to capture your beauty.
My camera kinda cracks up. I guess it just cant comprehend the beauty you posses..
City lights, i heard tales about your beauty and the way you left people in love with the city.
Well, last night i beheld your beauty, and what they all say is true.
City Lights, i'm inlove with your shine.. 

Gotta Love

I love how punk bands make fun of pop artist.. xD
Yeah! Screw pop! xD
Long live Alternative Punk! ^^

Christmas! ^^

that one day that everyone awaits..

the time where all just get together, be merry and love.. 

the day we all wait for..

and im not gonna lie, im super stoked for this coming Christmas. The thought of Christmas really excites me. This coming Christmas will be the first. the first for us that is. My first Christmas while being together with the queen.. Just cant think of anything more special than that. Actually, i could think of something better than that.. Know what it is? It would be Christmas to be spent right next to you.. ^^

The distance is killing me right now, and right now, i kinda feel bad that i'm not next to you.. But no worries, This heart is owned by you and no one else, and this heart will always be next to yours.. I know the distance is hard, But think of it this way, this will be the last Christmas to be spent apart, and after this Christmas, well, that will be the greatest.. I'll finally get to be with you, yes, my dear, you.. ^^

I dont want a lot for Christmas, i just want you.. ^^

One of those sad songs

Sad tales from Claudio..

I absolutely love his music..

Poetry indeed..

Not just empty words about hate and death..

But actual words from a tale of yesterday..

What more to say..

At the bishop's home

just don't know what to do..
i feel different..
hai..
one of those days..
yeah..
grumpy today..
i'm sorry..
this post doesn't mean anything..
i just feel grumpy..
one of those days..
sorry..

heck yeah! xD

and now you're tellin' everyone..

how i only did you wrong..

well i guess you never knew me at all..

Masquerade

the masquerade, 

an idea that just popped in my head just barely..

the scene of a masquerade ball, 

everyone around you, you make actually know, 

but all hidden under the mask..

you look around hoping to spot a familiar face..

you do your gestures for others who know you to recognize its you..

but alas the hope of finding a familiar face appears in vain..

all wearing emotions you could never find to be genuine.

living a life of a lie..

with emotions not fully expressed..

and of faces you could never recognize..

chaotic it may seem..

sad it may appear..

behind the masquerade, what is to be done?

are we to follow blindly with our sight that may deceive?

what can we do?

who can we believe?

you may wonder what the heck this is about..

i just figured..

in the middle of this masquerade..

if all were under a disguise..

yes.. i know i could definitely identify you from all the others..

because no matter what mask you wear..

no matter what gestures you play..

i will always recognize you..

my eyes may not..

but this heart will..

Thoughts

Three months and eleven days ago..
My mind was puzzled..
My thoughts were a mess..
I can't really say i was sure about things..
My emotions just exploded to different directions..
I was a wreck..
But that was three months and eleven days ago..
Now..
All my thoughts are directed to you..
You rule my world now..
Everything just revolves around you..
My emotions?
The same..
They're all directed to you..
Your highness.. you i much adore..

Warmth

I've been encompassed with this wonderful feeling lately,
the feeling that the scene brings. you may be wondering what the scene is..
well let me describe it to you for you to comprehend what's been overwhelming me lately..

To describe it.. well.. Silence.. Laughs.. Giggles.. Smiles.. Iloveyou's.. Dim lights..

Can you picture it?
It amazes me that these scenes were created with phone conversations.
The usual case for silent phone conversations create an awkward blank feeling that you just feel lost, sleepy and unsure..
But amazingly..
surprisingly..
These phone conversations have a different twist to it. And i love them.. every single one of them..

The warmth amazes me..
I've shared warmth before..
but not like this..
not this strong..
not this overwhelming..
coz this warmth.. is.. i may say.. far different than all the others i've ever felt. It is..
And it's all mine..

I know that warmth may sometimes become unstable..
Too much warmth can get people go out of control with the sweetest emotions..
but yes..
i don't mind getting out of control with my emotions..
I don't mind going all out for you..
giving my all to you..

I'm hooked..
hooked to your warmth..
i want it..
long for it..
and yeah..

Its all mine..

Another Favorite ^^

lollipop.. ^^

She's mine!

my new favorite picture of you.. :)

Not Just The Sun

But the moon as well.. ^^
Everything would just remind us of.. us.. ^^
We own the moon..

Gotta Love Pie xD

the queen.. xD

the king.. ^^,)b

Green and Orange

can i say perfect? :)

You're good if you know what this is

do you know what this is? xD

The Queen

A new drug outbreak is out..
The Queen..
and yes..
this is my personal brand..
made personally for me..
My Queen.. please don't forget to give me my regular dosage.. xD

The Lazy Song

i saw this video and i just had to post it.. xD

We own the Sun

The sun is just part of us now..
From sunrise to sunsets..
The sweetest moments..
The romantic orange glow of that majestic sun..
Yes..
My queen..
You bet..
We own that..
You and me..
We own that glorious Sun..

i love you! ^^

we own the sun. :)

To My Little Aztec Queen

hahaha.. yes.. you are my little aztec queen..
too bad your prayers weren't answered by the Sun.. haha
but no worries..
i still love you..
my cute little Aztec queen.. xD

Forever Your Little Brother

An Email to Kuya:

i really wish i wrote you sooner.. 

regrets i guess..

SENT: 19 September 2011 7:33PM

uhhmmm..
okay..
kamusta ka na?
i haven't heard from you for so long..
i've been asking mommy about you but they're not saying anything..
just wondering if you're alright..
ive been hearing things..
hhhmmm.. about you..
i dont know..
uhhmmm..
just tell me everythings okay..
just reply and tell me everythings going alright with you..

i haven't heard anything from you..

i've been having dreams about you..

i dont know..
i'm just worried about you..

remember what daddy would always tell us?

we're best friends.. our family.. me, you, daddy, mommy, josuha, mia, lola, joseph, spencer.. all of us.. :)

the whole world may turn their back on us.. but our family wont.. :)

i don't know..

i read your blog..

i know im not supposed to coz im on my mission..

but yeah.. i did.. i read your blog..

uhhmmm.. i dont know..

i think you're going through a lot of things right now..

i bet you're really confused and you just feel painful about things..

sad about things that happened.. and things that are happening..

but ofcourse.. who am i to say? i haven't seen you for so long..

its been so long kuya.. since you've been home and just stayed at home..

you'd always go..

i don't know..

i'm sorry i didn't tell you before..

but it really made me feel sad everytime you were away..

i always looked up to you before..

i always wanted to be like you..

i always wanted to do what you did...

i really looked up to you..

and since you left.. everything just felt sad..

everything just felt wrong..

i don't know..

it just makes me feel sad.. =(

hai.. i wish i told you before that you should just stay with us.. stay at home..

i wish i had the guts to tell you that i wanted to be with you forever as my brother..

i wish i really had the guts before to tell you how much i really cared about you..

i love you kuya..

i hope you're doing alright..

families are forever kuya.. =)

please.. please.. no empty seats..

i love you kuya..

forever your little brother,
Jaypee Malit

Morester

*nuff said :D

bestfriend

best friends.. :)
its cool how you introduced me to people as your best friend..
and i told people too that you were my best friend even without agreeing with each other that we were..
i don't know..
i just find it cool..
we could just say whatever to each other..
and go all sweet without the slightest idea that this would be more than it was..
way way more than what we had..
and i'm happy..
ofcourse..
why wouldn't i? ^^

ooowww...
a thought popped in my head..
i remember a statement i heard at a wedding before..
they said.. "marry your best friend, they're the perfect companion to be"..
oww...
hhmmm..
in due time i guess..
the right time..

and right now..
im just happy about what we have. :)

we're just more than i could ever ask for..

mine. :)
your highness..
beyond words can express..
i love you..

mine ;)

Sync

I was looking through drum beat loops the other day..
I downloaded a whole bunch of drum beats that i could use for the songs i was making..
What i did was i would play the loops on my MP3 player and try to match it up with the chord pattern i was playing on my ukulele..
I loved the feeling every time it would snyc in perfectly..
The feel to it..
The beat.. ^^
I don't know..
I feel weird about it but yeah..
Thats how i feel..
I liked how the drum beat would adjust its tempo to sync with the uke..
and the uke would try its hardest to play on beat with the drums..
synchronizing is all about adjusting and bending i guess..
thats how we sync to each other..
we bend to each other..
adjust to each other..
until we create the perfect symphony..
you and me

Metamorphosis

I caught a caterpillar the other day.. ^^
It was super cool playing with it.. first off coz it was green and my queen loves green..
And that we called each other butterful for quite a while and it was just amusing to see the caterpillar all over my arms.. crawling all over my hands.. it was amusing..
Then the thought came to me.. to take care of the small caterpillar and help it turn into a butterfly.
I've always wanted to see a butterfly evolve from a caterpie, to a metapod and ultimately to a buterfree.. ^^ (pokemon) haha
Ive seen it evolve on the gameboy game but never in real life.. so i wanted to see how it would go..
So i placed it in a small jar and placed some leaves in the jar hoping for it to eat and keep healthy and then evolve..
Then it stoped moving..
I thought i died..
It made me sad..
I started to poke it and poke it hoping it would start wiggling.. but it didn't..
So i just left it a side and hoped it was just asleep..
Super sound asleep..
I poked it again after a while and then it started twitching! =))
i thought to myself.. "it evolved to a metapod! =))"
then it came to my mind.. "oh yeah.. its supposed to be green.. metapod is green.."
coz i was thinking the cocoon would be white.. anyway.. it was green..
coz it was a metapod.. and metapods are green.. i knew that pokemon was based on real life! =))
anyway..
yeah..
i remembered the story of the kid who tried to help the butterfly out of the cocoon..
he saw the butterfly struggling to get out so he helped it out and cut the cocoon open..
but sadly.. instead of helping the butterfly out.. it killed the butterfly..
and i guess thats the case with change..
we don't need to rush things..
things just change the right pace that they should..
and these changes are beautiful..
they may come slowly and gradual..
but they do come..
and i promise you the beauty in the changes..
i just love beautiful changes..
butterfly.. ^^

I think

Your highness is just the cutest thing. ^^

Love

Orange really does love green..
And green does love orange.. ^^,)
could never think of a better pair.. ^^,)

Green and Orange

Dearest Reader

I decided to place other stuff on my blog..
i just labeled the other stuff random.. :D

hahaha.. just so you know..

^^,)

i love you reader! ;)

Props Maybe?

I was sitting in transfer day a while ago..
And yeah..
I just noticed..
And it made me laugh..
Its funny how speakers bring so much stuff to the pulpit..
But never really used all of them or read through all of them..
Props maybe? hahaha

Kinda reminded me of Dane Cook..
Don't listen to him..
He's pure evil.. haha

But yeah.. there was this one time when he said "why do i have so many keys on my chain when in fact i only use two of them".. hahaha

Props maybe? haha

Swears

The dumb side of people who try to act intelligent and cool by swearing in English..
If you only know how degrading that is..
If only you knew how low that brings you to..
Funny sassy wannabes..

i am misunderstood.

Haha..

speechless.

from the beautiful changes happening to you..

i love you beautiful..

^^,)b

My best ex

(before you read this.. please don't make any assumptions or conclusions before you finish reading this)

I saw my ex girlfriend the other day..

It was interesting seeing her..

She reminded me of so many things we did together.

Happy times..

Sad times..

Stressful times..

All those days together..

The small time we met just reminded me of so many things we did together..

I remember when i first met her..

I think i was five when i first met her.

The first time i saw her..

I loved her instantly..

She just had that wonderful feel that just made me know that she was the one for me..

I loved her.. cared for her.. and i spent so much time with her when i was a kid..

Then we had a fight when i turned nine..

I couldn't forget those fights..

The times i would hide in school just to avoid seeing you..

I wanted to see you and hug you so bad back then..

But you just didn't love me anymore..

You stopped caring about me..

And it made me cry so hard..

Those times you would embarrass me in front of everyone..

It hurt..

Yeah..

It did..

I then started to hate you because of what you did to me..

But then.. when i turned eleven..

I had the chance to meet up with you again..

It was kinda awkward..

I felt so inappropriate..

So inadequate..

You were there..

Well i did my best with you..

And yeah.. we got a little closer to each other again..

Closer and closer and closer..

Then when i turned twelve, high school.. that was when things went really intense.

I would just be around you all the time..

Just hang out with you..

And learn your ways..

Those after school moments..

How could i forget..

How could anyone forget?

Everyone told me how lucky i was that we got along perfectly..

Everyone hated you..

I couldn't really blame them..

You were really hard to get and hard to understand..

But yeah.. nevertheless.. I loved you..

Graduation came.. i was sixteen..

You were there with me as i went up the stage..

You were all over my neck.. haha

Yeah.. remember that?

It made me feel so special..

Everyone recognized me that i was the best with you..

I guess that's one of my ultimate achievements in life..

I was best with winning you..

But then college came..

In my early years in college we got a long perfectly..

I loved you..

You loved me..

We understood each other perfectly..

You would always smile at me and make my day..

I don't know..

there was just something about you that just kept me smiling..

As always.. others didn't like you..

They despised you..

But i didn't care..

It didn't matter to me..

I loved you.. and that's all that really mattered..

Till the time i made a wrong move..

Someone else caught my attention..

I admit.. she was a bad decision..

She got me so caught up that i forgot what really mattered..

I stopped caring and you got mad at me..

I remember the look in your eyes when i realized how far i went and that it was too late to turn back..

The look in your eyes when you said "i don't love you anymore.. i would rather see you fail"

It just broke me..

Fail..

I cried so hard loosing you..

It pained me..

And it still hurts..

I guess that scar will never heal..

Yeah.. Back to the present..

I met her the other day..

She were with one of my friends..

He told me he couldn't really get her..

He couldn't understand her..

I then explained..

Told him everything i knew about her..

He tried to understand..

I'm not really sure if he understood..

I got to hold you in my arms the other day..

The feel..

The memories..

Everything just came back..

I'm longing for you..

I feel so bad turning my back from you..

And yeah.. i love you..

I still do..

And one day..

I hope my dearest ex-girlfriend..

You would come to love me back too..

I love you..

My dearest.. Mathematics.. =))

(i call mathematics my ex girlfriend.. hahaha)

~i love you jelly! :)

My Queen's program

import java.awt.*;


public class Queen{
     
     private static MyQueen jelly = new MyQueen("july 4, 2011");


     public void showAction(){


          boolean together = true;


          while(together){


               jelly.sweetness.thinkOfRandomAct();
               jelly.sweetness.execute();
               System.out.println(jelly.sweetness.express());


          }
     }
}


private class MyQueen{


     String anniversary;
     Sweetness sweetness;


     public MyQueen(String anniversary){
          anniversary = new String();
          sweetness = new Sweetness();
          this.anniversary = anniversary;
     }


}


private class Sweetness{


     public Sweetness(){


     }


     public void thinkOfRandomAct(){


          //thinks of random act


     }


     public void execute(){


          //do the sweet act :)


     }


     public String express(){


          return "i love you";


     }


}


~would you agree? :) i love you my queen.. :)

From King To Queen

Pomelo Love XD

but i love you more! :D

Domino Effect

To think that everything starts from reacting to something..

Everything.. And i mean it.. Everything..

The Domino Effect.

The growing tree reacting to the care of the gardener..

The flying kite reacting to the wind's breeze..

And this heart begging, longing to express love..
Reacting to the overwhelming love given to it as well.. :)

Everything starts from something.. 

And to think where it all started.. 

And hoping that this chain would never stop..

I just wont allow it to.. 

I'm picking up the domino's as fast as i can..

And placing them in line..

To keep the chain going.. 

building the chain. :)

I AM

the orange king. :)

Missing the moon

The moon's been hiding from me lately,
She's hiding in the dark..
I'm looking for you..
You're hiding from me..
Come out moon..
You're making me miss you like crazy..
It's just no fun gazing without you around.

missing the moon.

Jelly Worm Attack!

click the jelly worm! haha

Dashboard Confessionals - I Do

Do you think that you love me?
'Cause I do.

The Perfect Photo

(The Perfect Photo)

Butterflies In My Tummy

I'll tell you again,I really appreciate you.

So don't be surprised with all these affections.

I love you Jaypee. :)

you just leave me speechless.. :)

Mayday Parade - One Man Drinking Game

 

may i say i loved you more?

This Loving Task

Is my decision all sudden?

I don't really know..

I just went with my feelings..

That now i wanna show..

I honestly don't know

Why i picked you Green..

I looked for all the answers..

Clues that were unseen..

And looking and just wondering..

'Til i finally realize..

I really don't have a reason..

Why i want you to be mine..

I thought that it was weird..

Wanting you for no reason..

Thinking there must be something..

Why i love this wonderful person..

But alas i could not find..

The right words and reasons to..

Thats why Jelly I'm saying now..

I just think the reason is you..

You make everything fit so perfectly..

Everything dressed with smiles..

I know we have those funny arguments..

But all the fun is worth worthwhile..

You make me feel so wanted too..

Thats one thing i like..

The feeling that you make me feel..

When "i love you"s pour from the sky..

You always have that teasing tone..

That im missing terribly..

That voice that, yes, i long to hear..

Words of sweetness from Jelly..

Its just not right not having you..

I just feel blank inside..

Like a chess game missing a single piece..

That piece that victory is defined.

So here i am coming to you..

Here's my heart, please take it too..

And now i have but one question to ask..

My queen, will you accept this loving task? =)

my queen.

just cant go without you.

her answer: The sweetest response

I've Decided

and my choice is

You. :)

YOU!

I love you Green!

~i promise to love you all the time green.. :)