Monday, October 31, 2011

Sing For Me


say tomorrow,
i can follow you there..
just close your eyes..
and sing for me.. 

Changes

Things have happened.
A lot of things happened, changes..
I guess it really is inevitable..
The statement that has been posed for centuries, the only constant thing in this world is change.
Which is true. changes happen, good changes, bad changes.. changes.. it's inevitable.
As much as we want to make things stay they way they are, they change.
Well in the world of constant change, how do we make this, what we have, survive?
Well, let me tell you now, consistency is really impossible for anything..
Another statement.. the only people that are consistent are dead people.
So to pose the question, what do we do.. to make this survive?
If things are bound to change..
Well.. we can't really do anything about..
Except to change for the best..
To turn sweet to sweeter to sweetest..
We can't stay consistent with what we feel..
And my queen, i'm not aiming for consistency either..
I'm aiming for growth..
I'm aiming for accelerated growth..
This, what we have..
Won't stay consistent..
It'll keep increasing my queen.. ^^

Monday, October 24, 2011

Awesome

We are naming our kid AWESOME..
Questions? xD hahaha

Distance

I'm scared of you..
Please take the distance away..
You're not welcome here..
Go away distance..

The right thing to do

Things must be this way..
Honestly..
This really is how things are supposed to be..
But yeah..
I have to..
We have to..
I don't think we have a choice..
Forced to..
Well..
Not really forced to..
Rather.. greatly influenced to do the right thing..
The right thing..
It may sound so absurd..
The right thing..
It may sound so big..
so broad..
so general..
What is the right thing then..
We know what the right thing is..
We know what we need to do..
And yes..
I'm willing to do it..
Are you willing to?
It may not be the easiest road to take..
But i guess i can promise that it would be the most promising one..
No letting go okay?
No matter the distance..
No matter the silence..
No matter what fate may throw at us..
No letting go..
Please..
My plea to you..
No letting go..

The right thing to do..
What is it you may ask?
Well..
I guess you already know what i'm pointing to..
You know clearly what this heart wants..
What the whole universe conspires..

Togetherness..

We are bound to be together..
And this really is the right thing to do..
What fate has decided..
Yes..
Togetherness..
You and me..
My queen..

Togetherness..

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Perfect

*nuff said.. ^^

City Lights

There's just something in your soft blurry glimmer that takes me breathless..
There's just something in you that makes me warm.
The feel of being lost in the blurr but not really minding.
I wish i had a better camera to capture your beauty.
My camera kinda cracks up. I guess it just cant comprehend the beauty you posses..
City lights, i heard tales about your beauty and the way you left people in love with the city.
Well, last night i beheld your beauty, and what they all say is true.
City Lights, i'm inlove with your shine.. 

Gotta Love

I love how punk bands make fun of pop artist.. xD
Yeah! Screw pop! xD
Long live Alternative Punk! ^^

Christmas! ^^

that one day that everyone awaits..
the time where all just get together, be merry and love.. 
the day we all wait for..
and im not gonna lie, im super stoked for this coming Christmas. The thought of Christmas really excites me. This coming Christmas will be the first. the first for us that is. My first Christmas while being together with the queen.. Just cant think of anything more special than that. Actually, i could think of something better than that.. Know what it is? It would be Christmas to be spent right next to you.. ^^

The distance is killing me right now, and right now, i kinda feel bad that i'm not next to you.. But no worries, This heart is owned by you and no one else, and this heart will always be next to yours.. I know the distance is hard, But think of it this way, this will be the last Christmas to be spent apart, and after this Christmas, well, that will be the greatest.. I'll finally get to be with you, yes, my dear, you.. ^^
I dont want a lot for Christmas, i just want you.. ^^

Monday, October 17, 2011

One of those sad songs

Sad tales from Claudio..
I absolutely love his music..
Poetry indeed..
Not just empty words about hate and death..
But actual words from a tale of yesterday..
What more to say..


Sunday, October 16, 2011

At the bishop's home

just don't know what to do..
i feel different..
hai..
one of those days..
yeah..
grumpy today..
i'm sorry..
this post doesn't mean anything..
i just feel grumpy..
one of those days..
sorry..

Saturday, October 15, 2011

heck yeah! xD

and now you're tellin' everyone..
how i only did you wrong..
well i guess you never knew me at all..

Masquerade

the masquerade, 
an idea that just popped in my head just barely..
the scene of a masquerade ball, 
everyone around you, you make actually know, 
but all hidden under the mask..
you look around hoping to spot a familiar face..
you do your gestures for others who know you to recognize its you..
but alas the hope of finding a familiar face appears in vain..
all wearing emotions you could never find to be genuine.
living a life of a lie..
with emotions not fully expressed..
and of faces you could never recognize..
chaotic it may seem..
sad it may appear..
behind the masquerade, what is to be done?
are we to follow blindly with our sight that may deceive?
what can we do?
who can we believe?

you may wonder what the heck this is about..
i just figured..
in the middle of this masquerade..
if all were under a disguise..
yes.. i know i could definitely identify you from all the others..
because no matter what mask you wear..
no matter what gestures you play..
i will always recognize you..
my eyes may not..
but this heart will..

Friday, October 14, 2011

Thoughts

Three months and eleven days ago..
My mind was puzzled..
My thoughts were a mess..
I can't really say i was sure about things..
My emotions just exploded to different directions..
I was a wreck..
But that was three months and eleven days ago..
Now..
All my thoughts are directed to you..
You rule my world now..
Everything just revolves around you..
My emotions?
The same..
They're all directed to you..
Your highness.. you i much adore..

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Warmth

I've been encompassed with this wonderful feeling lately,
the feeling that the scene brings. you may be wondering what the scene is..
well let me describe it to you for you to comprehend what's been overwhelming me lately..

To describe it.. well.. Silence.. Laughs.. Giggles.. Smiles.. Iloveyou's.. Dim lights..

Can you picture it?
It amazes me that these scenes were created with phone conversations.
The usual case for silent phone conversations create an awkward blank feeling that you just feel lost, sleepy and unsure..
But amazingly..
surprisingly..
These phone conversations have a different twist to it. And i love them.. every single one of them..

The warmth amazes me..
I've shared warmth before..
but not like this..
not this strong..
not this overwhelming..
coz this warmth.. is.. i may say.. far different than all the others i've ever felt. It is..
And it's all mine..

I know that warmth may sometimes become unstable..
Too much warmth can get people go out of control with the sweetest emotions..
but yes..
i don't mind getting out of control with my emotions..
I don't mind going all out for you..
giving my all to you..

I'm hooked..
hooked to your warmth..
i want it..
long for it..
and yeah..

Its all mine..

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Not Just The Sun

But the moon as well.. ^^
Everything would just remind us of.. us.. ^^
We own the moon..

Gotta Love Pie xD

the queen.. xD

the king.. ^^,)b

Monday, October 03, 2011