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The world has changed since i've last seen it..
I'm not even there yet but i already feel the difference..
It's like i'll go on culture shock when i'm done with this..
The feel is just so different..
I feel left out..
I'm sorry..
I know i shouldn't entertain these emotions..
I don't know..
There's just so much i wanna do..
So much i wanna experience..
Someone i'm longing to be with..
So much.. just so much..
But behind this longing..
I wear a white shirt and a tie..
A smile on my face..
And a book i know to be true..
Longing..
I am..
Indeed..
Then i look around..
Arms around me..
A little queen sitting on my lap..
Lying on my chest..
Lips on my chin..
I remember..
You're here..
I don't need no nothing else..
You're here..