Monday, November 28, 2011

^^

I grew up in the 90s.

We are the last generation who learned to play in the street, we are the first one who've played video games, and we're the last ones to record songs off the radio on cassettes and we are the pioneers of Walkman and chat-rooms.

We learned how to program the VCR before anyone else, play with Atari, Super Nintendo, & Genesis. We also believed that the internet would... be a f...ree world.

We are the generation of the Thunder Cats, Power Rangers, Ninja Turtles, Transformers, and Doogie Howser MD. Traveled in cars without seat belts or airbags, lived without mobile phones.

We didn't have +99 television stations, flat screens, surround sound, mp3, iPods, Facebook or Twitter but nevertheless we had a GREAT TIME!

Look at? xD

Club Music

i absolutely hate..
there's no point in listening to freaking Club music..
the freak..
awful inventions..
music suddenly changed from passion to drugs, killing and sex..
a disgrace..

Missing

How i miss your feel on my hands..
As i touch and just spend night till morning with you..
How i wish i could touch you once more..
We had so many nights together..
Not just nights..
I remember times where i would just start off my day with you and not notice time, finding the night sky above us already..
How i wish i could grab the time we shared from the past and pull it to the present..
My heart racing..
My fingers trembling.
I cant get my eyes off of you..
The way you move is just the topic i would gladly spend hours to learn..
How you run..
How you tick..
I guess, the best thing i loved about you was how you obeyed me..
Every command..
You did everything to please me..
And indeed, i loved it..
All your moves..
All your actions..
How could i not miss?
The feel of being in control..
If i would change, you would change with me..
If i would move left, you would move with me..
Perfect sync..
Those nights i truly miss..
But for now, i cant be with you..
For now..
But in due time, i'd get to hold you again..
I'd get to feel you on my fingertips..
Feel you click..
Feel you move..
Soon my love..
Soon..
Computer programming..

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Monday, November 21, 2011

Transitions

The world has changed since i've last seen it..
I'm not even there yet but i already feel the difference..
It's like i'll go on culture shock when i'm done with this..
The feel is just so different..
I feel left out..
I'm sorry..
I know i shouldn't entertain these emotions..
I don't know..
There's just so much i wanna do..
So much i wanna experience..
Someone i'm longing to be with..
So much.. just so much..
But behind this longing..
I wear a white shirt and a tie..
A smile on my face..
And a book i know to be true..
Longing..
I am..
Indeed..
Then i look around..
Arms around me..
A little queen sitting on my lap..
Lying on my chest..
Lips on my chin..
I remember..
You're here..
I don't need no nothing else..
You're here..

Makati

From the province to the city..
At first fear overcame me..
Questions came to my mind..
Puzzled with emotions..
Confused..
Lost..

Then night fell..
The lights were lit..

I saw her beauty..
Indeed.. without a doubt..
Once lost now found..
I'm inlove with the city..
makati city lights

Friday, November 18, 2011

Three, Two, One, Abort

The countdown is ticking..
The explosion about to occur..
Then a sudden change of events..
A burst of laughter..
Crabs?
Laughing hearts out..
Abort..
Abort..

Monday, November 14, 2011

Capture

The Aftermath

After explosions occur, nothing but a calm deafening silence fills the air..

Quoting Myself

its just really proving them wrong.. i mean.. that's all to it.. ^^ people do give us negative impressions at first, which is totally normal, the real thing to work on is how to change that impression.. ^^ just do your best with him, and dont do anything stupid.. haha.. you know what i mean.. stupid things bring stupid results.. believe me.. i've been there.. ^^ hahaha..

Perspective Check

My thoughts have been doing a lot of pondering and mediation..
And yeah.. Perspective.. One thing we all differ.. My point of view versus of yours, versus hers..
How the simplest things can be processed by others in such a different way..
Its just so interesting to see how things change so much because of ones perspective to it..
How countries wage wars and brothers fight to the death because of different perspectives, different view points..
And now to ask, which is the right view point? How to know the right view from the not? Does a right view point actually exist? Or are view points just figments of our mind?
Perspective check.

Friday, November 11, 2011

I Need To Change

When saying Stop and unheard..
When resistance to the wanting is just impossible..
When just giving up and going with the flow..
The end result?
An Explosion!

I Don't Mind

I want to wrap around you like a necklace
But I can’t, so you got me moving reckless
To you I’d rather give more and take less
Cause you make me want to conquer every conquest
I’m trying to tell you that I love you from the longest
I’m trying to tell you that my loving is the strongest
I’m trying to tell you that...
Sweet dreams are made of me
And who are you to disagree?


Miracle Worker

Wednesday, November 09, 2011

Perfect

Realized the reason behind God's grand scheme of our togetherness..
It all made sense that one night, our phone conversation..
We had a ton of conversations with such a wide range of topics we tackled.
But on my opinion this conversation we had was the best..
When we finally figured out why we were together.
The reasons behind the intimacy and the feelings of warmth..
The reason why our supreme being drew us together..

Filling up the cracks..

We both needed something the other was really good at..
Wanting, needing, that one thing that would complete us..

You we're always on your gloomy streaks back then,
and i guess you really needed someone to cheer you up.
Someone who could paint "yellows on your blues"..
someone who could take care of you and make you feel the best at all times.
I'm not saying i'm doing a perfect job with it..
But i think i can satisfy the demands.

And You to me?
You know my problem with self control..
You know how i could just go off with emotions..
And things like this.. could be abused..
Things like this.. could be mistreated.. abused..
And He intrusted me to you..
he knew you could tame me..
he knew what i lacked..
he knew that you could fill me up..

Filling up the cracks..

Perfect you may say?
Well.. you see.. its more than that..
Its more than perfect..
More than the best..

The question now to pose is..
How do you describe the perfection of something beyond perfect?
I guess Webster never considered it was possible..
I guess no one ever thought it was possible..

Well, that's what we do..
We disprove theories..
We bend facts..
We rewrite history..

Again.. How describe the perfection of something beyond perfect?
It's simple really..
One word..
Two letters..
US!