Yes You May

Yes you can,

Yes you may,

You just did.

Kissed the pain away.

~ I love you jelly :)

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A lovely request

i will. i will. i will.. :)

have i told you i'm addicted to ties? ;)

Why I Got Lost of Words To Say

i think the picture says it all. don't you agree? :)

I got a letter just a while ago..

And right now i don't exactly know what to write.

Its just amazing what i'm feeling right now.

I don't want to post this some other time coz i wanna write while it's still fresh in my head.

So i'm just gonna write anything that comes in my head.. 

Here it goes.

I think that i really love you.

Really.. 

I know i do..

All this time i've been looking at you and wanting you so bad.

And now here i am.. :)

Hhhmmm..

And yes. 

I do miss doing everything with you..

I miss waking you up..

Laughing..

Joking around.

Being sweet..

Being stubborn..

Telling you how much i love you..

Staying up really late.

I don't know.. I just have the sweetest feeling when you're around. When i hear you..

And i don't want to lose this feeling.. 

It's just great.

Overwhelming. unlike everything i've ever felt before. And i love it.

And i love you for making me feeling this. 

Everything.. Thank you..

I love you..

And now i'm lost for words..

I can't really speak.

Mesmerized i guess.. 

Stunned on how madly in love to you i've turned out to be..

I love you..

Yes..

I do..

And You Talk About Drugs

I think you're a drug to me.
I just can't get enough of you.
And im not even joking.
You are so so so addicting!

the only difference is the pills look like jelly beans. ;)

Fire

Play with fire and you'll get burned..


the common phrase we all know.

just as how we were taught when we were kids. don't play with fire. you'll burn yourself, hurt yourself. you will be.. in considerable amount of pain when you burn yourself. I think everyone's burned themselves before. It hurts. the interesting thing about playing with fire is even if we get burned we still tend to try it.. again.. and again.. and again.. i think thats just how we are. we never know when to quit.

anyway.. setting aside the vicious evil of fire, i wanna introduce to you my version of the tale. there is always another side of the story, as everyone says. well, this is my side.

i like playing with fire. i admit. i easily get carried away by the red-orange glare she shows me every time. i think it just always catches my attention. the way she moves and the way she enchants me to come closer. as expected as well, I've been burned several times again. mainly my fault. but let me tell you what i love so much about fire.

i love you because of so many things. but the best thing that i prolly love about you is the warmth you give. i don't know. it's just something special. and its different every time. i think i just love the fact that you're really good in making me feel warm and cozy. you melt my cold feelings inside all the time. thats what i love most about you, my precious fire.

and i'll keep you burning. i'll keep you alive. i will, i promise i will.. i just love the feeling you give me.. and i've just grown so addicted to your warmth. it's way way different. trust me when i say it. coz i really mean it. every part of what i say. i'll keep you burning.. i'll keep you warm.

i've been tempted to touch you so many times. hold you close to me. yet every time i try i burn myself, hurt myself. i know what you're thinking right now as you read. and NO.. i am not implying that. it's neither ones fault so cheer up. i'm not blaming you for anything. i just want to tell you how much i appreciate you. as my fire. you never fail to warm me up on my cold days. you never fail to paint me a smile every time i hear your voice. i just love it.

i guess i can't really do anything right now to hold you close to me. you know that. all i can do is keep you burning. i'll take care of you, fire. i will. i promise.

i'm learning right now. studying. finding openings where i can learn.. learn to tame the fire so.. i could finally hold you close to me.

i'm not taking my eyes off you.. i'm gonna hold you someday.

Notes to the Noted

Behind everything is the deeper meaning.
I keep trying to figure out what's happening..
Why i'm going crazy with these emotions that you make me feel.
Honestly.. Yeah.. I'm so addicted to you now.
Wish i could tell you everything.
Because of you.. I've been wearing this smile i have right now.
If only you knew how important you are to me..
Because you are..
More than anything.

I can honestly say that what i'm feeling is true.
I know it is..
I asked Him about it..
He said they are true feelings.

And this thought excites me.
Over and Over and over again..
I know it sounds dumb.
But thats really what it makes me feel.

Excited about everything..
Just happy..
Happy to know that someone like you cares..
Someone like you thinks i'm special..
Someone like you really see's me as someone important..

I love it.
And i'll never get tired of the feeling you give me..
All may fade..
But i'm pretty sure this one wont.

You know what i'm pointing at.
I know you know exactly what i mean.
And you're smiling right now..
Nothing more to ask for my love. :)

When Im With You

When I'm with you I'll make every second count

'cause I miss you

Whenever you're not around

When I kiss you

I'll still get butterflies years from now

I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Gotta Love The Rejects

gotta love the rejects :)

Jelly I Don't Want to Lose

I'm sorry.. 

but this is the truth.. 

I can't afford to let go of my jelly. 

I can't bare to see you turn into something like that.

before the jelly is gone.

break me

break me break me break me

before i run out of time i'll tell you everything you need to know.

i'm tired of being one of the people in the crowd.
i'll tell you everything.

Terrible Things

 

All or Nothing

Marching to the end or a beautiful start.
Lost for words and a wanting heart.
Wondering off to a road full of mist.
Relying on faith that this shot wouldn't miss..
Can't really say everything i want.
Bond by these chains.
A captive, I'm locked.
I can't keep being like this.
I must say..
There is a risk.
A valuable gamble.
And yes.
I'm taking it.
I'll win it.
I want the prize so badly.
Yes. I do.
The sad thing is.
Hurt.
Its inevitable.
And i know it gonna come.
Sooner or later it will.
I can't keep dodging its grasp.
I could never outrun it.
I never will.
Time to face it i guess.
Yeah i know.
Risky eh?
But know what.
You are worth all the risk.
You..
Yes..
Really..
You.
Its all or nothing.
Let the dice roll.

show me your snake eyes.