Fire

Play with fire and you'll get burned..


the common phrase we all know.

just as how we were taught when we were kids. don't play with fire. you'll burn yourself, hurt yourself. you will be.. in considerable amount of pain when you burn yourself. I think everyone's burned themselves before. It hurts. the interesting thing about playing with fire is even if we get burned we still tend to try it.. again.. and again.. and again.. i think thats just how we are. we never know when to quit.

anyway.. setting aside the vicious evil of fire, i wanna introduce to you my version of the tale. there is always another side of the story, as everyone says. well, this is my side.

i like playing with fire. i admit. i easily get carried away by the red-orange glare she shows me every time. i think it just always catches my attention. the way she moves and the way she enchants me to come closer. as expected as well, I've been burned several times again. mainly my fault. but let me tell you what i love so much about fire.

i love you because of so many things. but the best thing that i prolly love about you is the warmth you give. i don't know. it's just something special. and its different every time. i think i just love the fact that you're really good in making me feel warm and cozy. you melt my cold feelings inside all the time. thats what i love most about you, my precious fire.

and i'll keep you burning. i'll keep you alive. i will, i promise i will.. i just love the feeling you give me.. and i've just grown so addicted to your warmth. it's way way different. trust me when i say it. coz i really mean it. every part of what i say. i'll keep you burning.. i'll keep you warm.

i've been tempted to touch you so many times. hold you close to me. yet every time i try i burn myself, hurt myself. i know what you're thinking right now as you read. and NO.. i am not implying that. it's neither ones fault so cheer up. i'm not blaming you for anything. i just want to tell you how much i appreciate you. as my fire. you never fail to warm me up on my cold days. you never fail to paint me a smile every time i hear your voice. i just love it.

i guess i can't really do anything right now to hold you close to me. you know that. all i can do is keep you burning. i'll take care of you, fire. i will. i promise.

i'm learning right now. studying. finding openings where i can learn.. learn to tame the fire so.. i could finally hold you close to me.

i'm not taking my eyes off you.. i'm gonna hold you someday.